Sorry for the venting last night. It just took me off guard. I’m happy Torrey will be represented twice this year.

The amount of time and effort and tears I put into the walk last year and they just decide to start a new team instead of our Team Torrey. I’m so upset about this. Unfair. And we are going to look bad because we won’t be there because we will be getting married on his bday like he asked us to. I can’t deal.

I’m still doing the September 29 walk for suicide prevention in honor of Torrey. I hope you will too.

amen

I need my life to get easier. I need our lives to get easier.

Pretty much a pathetic blubbery ball of emotion on a daily basis now. Good times.

Haven’t been on in forever. Thought I would update my life.

Court May 14th for Jarrett regarding Torrey’s case. After that we can breathe.

In the meantime, eating well, exercising and taking care of me started today. Wish me luck see ya soon!

You know your day is off to a great start when you put gas in your car and the gaslight is still on and then your card gets declined at dunks. Good times.

I miss you.